I do get told I make a point of pride out of hurting my bum
and pretending others were worse off for their own personal decisions; this is
not what happens, what happens is time and again coming into contact with what
is a block sense that some women get along with women and you are not invited,
some men get along with men and you are not invited, both sections are out of
your league but cannot keep their hands off you, so each time they are informed
you wish to be on your own, they decide that could never happen and each time
you find out what they decide it so, the reason is that they want to own the
way you associate yourself with the Country and have need of your public image,
while the ethnic minorities are just dependent on this problem making them so
much better off at your expense all the time, knowing that as an ethnic minority
there was prospect you will spend resources and energy getting yourself
comfortable where you live before you had started to think about the career: so
I want to be on my own and I am certain the idiots are not deaf too –
irrespective of those conditions where they get more respect from me than they
get from their children but want to maintain the superiority of their children
at the same time which is clearly not my problem, the society ones that latch
onto the fact I am broke but with a good reputation and the stupidities they
want to exhibit on that will always be profitable therefore they are likely to
get away with 100% of the times they do it and hence cannot have enough but my
party piece is the one where the very service process associated with selling
my Books was the means by which they communicated through and made operable the
practical jokes they want to play with my career as stupid as human beings can
be.
Now they say I could never get away from the fact I stink
which I understand but there is a cure for it and we are getting to that very
soon – we all know at this stage that even the idea of my front porch and
backyard swirling around in my head while I am in my own home is at the centre
of this nonsense about my attitude that Politicians and Media have been well
informed about, as stupidly as possible and that they get their personal
comforts and peace of mind and beauty sleep from my personal space everyday –
the one where they are then able to keep an eye on me and hurt my already
ailing tummy with their bad habit children and insulting wives and the distant
violence they want to play up all the time and its then used to ensure I do not
make a single move that makes them uncomfortable which means getting out of bed
makes them uncomfortable never mind writing Books or attending a job, as
stupidly as possible. Then it will stand up somewhere pretending I am unlikely
to tear up the Celebrity culture over the way they pick up bits of my book and
feed it to the Public to play practical jokes on my career and personal life
for their dreams of power insults, about which once done I will only have to
tidy up the business of their involvement with me thereafter. They say when I
talk like that it feeds into the activities of people at the Monarchy whom they
try to get along with, which it does as these people are the reasons I am
involved with Celebrities at all i.e. they got involved with Celebrities on my
account and Celebrities wanted to find out a thing or two about me, whereby we
have now reached a stage where they make money off my Public image and will not
concentrate on their own jobs and now they know I can control their stupid
pathological fear of work, which is what stagnation they can only deal with by
organising themselves for the jobs that get to their heads, keeping off my
Books and not following me around is all about, I want to find out what they
think is the best way to put a stop to it as well for my part. Its never true
that I do bad things that catch up with me, I simply have not responded to
these stupidities for years nor is it true I am afraid of the consequences of what my tummy does, as these abuses and the means by which they can boast my life ending up in the hands of media and celebrities which they curate to get rich quick and escape work have such an effect but if they handle me physically, I suspect it to be a fight that will ever end as it were.
They have suggested that I am a hateful person and that this
fact is never taken seriously but I am not hateful at all; if I said the
insults of sugar babies make me feel like vomiting all the time while to ensure
they got what they wanted their fingers are always up my bum in their minds like
their stupid men have taught them to do when they want to get ahead of others,
its not so difficult for people to put a stop to it in the first place but
before I pick up the matter and burn it all the way back to every negro idiot
that keeps making those stupid statements about me being their bitch and so on,
about how people get ahead from their ex while they don’t like they have
nothing in this world to live for, let us find out how they plan to stop it
first of all. There is no issue here to answer, just the physical damage done
to my property and they do this damage because they had become convinced that
there is nothing I can do about it, so now that it is about to develop into
something of me having a license to so whatever I liked, we must find out how
they plan to stop it of their own accord first of all. The same way they want to
control me by ripping up the academic work lest I do the evil thing of shutting
down a personality that should be making them media moguls by getting a
University qualification and ending up in an Office, not paying the fees and
never paying the Bills, is the same way I shut down the access to popular
culture as well, such that when they feel stagnated they understand they will
never get an exit for me and need to get organised for a job in hand especially
when it gets to their heads – it is about to develop into something of watching
them play off the gimmick on controlling me to a stage where they veer off a
corner and end up with something they cannot control all together.
It’s the big old story about having written a Book and ending
up with a few years history of insults while they stifled the sales in preparation
for those foolish statements made because they think they are real men, about
what they were to read from the Books being something they were going to find
out as they grew older anyway, but I got there first and now wish to use it as
a tool for dominance, on account they understand their stupid selves to have
built up communities of civil rights twerps who want to play practical jokes
with peoples careers; so for a Published work, its impossible to just get into
an Office and proceed with the concerns of the day apparently and I want to
find out how they plan to stop it before I made my move too.
Generally it is usually a predictable matter of being able to suggest they should be rewarded for recognising me as a lazy person when for them 'it happened' on my account like I have to tolerate their ceaseless insults - hence we immediately progress to the matter of the fact I should be paying attention to the Career not get distracted by them, playing into the possibility that the gimmicks which distract me, its abuses, ageist insolence and vices are set to become a major project here.