It is now regularly said I enjoy being really awful but there is no such thing, rather the fact I want to be on my own on one hand because I have to say something to people hundreds of times over a period of years before they get to understand me just a little bit, while they have decided otherwise – hence when I say given the right tools and right methods they can leave people alone and it draws from the fact they were beaten the first time and have therefore decided on this behaviour as punishment for me. The reality is still that such opinions are held by those who are cleverer than I am and I was there when they invented this whole process of messing up my academic work so they can do their own and become clever and there is nothing unusual about them doing it or celebrities spending my public life and savaging my finances in the most nasty way imaginable before they then get on media to tell me I am awful and they find me irritating for reasons of being more educated – I don’t mind them hanging in there while I finish my academic work however long it takes to anyway but its these kinds of abuses and the lack of patience considering how interested they are but I would rather they cleared the precincts of my finances and got off my space. There is nothing unusual about these things just when One has to take seriously the problem of what is not profitable and it turns up right down to the game they play of funny ways of dragging my reputation into a corner where they can profit from it and later tell me to behave like I come from overseas all the time without handing it back – that disobedience to a fault that means they complain about me on one hand but are still doing it on the other; there is nothing unusual about being able to handle yourself at popular culture and being able to handle yourself and neighbourhood criminals and then being chased down and bullied into a plaything by men – its just that they pretend they want a conversation out of it and are cleverer than I am and this is not a form of attrition people normally have an imagination for, it just gets worse as they invent new ways of building up hate that has to do with me and tend to show their big mouth for freedom and democracy on the media for it. I need to be left alone; tired of being misunderstood and bullied by those who get involved with my concerns without permission – it is the only way to determine what is what; otherwise they have to accept the solace and peace they seek will never come as long as that stupid future built on challenging me to a fight which costs me everything for not taking part is effective; they are very well informed about what I will do to them whenever I get bullied by them but it is something they do which does not stop – we are discussing it at present because they are not laughing as usual don’t ask me why – starting a job being by told in a social sense by bus drivers and commuters that the job is actually too much for me, while the Radio waves and Television media lead the way; we have a history, so I have no idea what they expect each time they indulge. There isn’t a single thing on this matter that is anything less than heir lazy and very stupid but incredibly destructive selves seeking conveniences and the reason the emphasis is on women is that they get their way out from women rather than change their lifestyle – they cannot get it from most men, so they get it from women most of the time when they don’t like being themselves anymore. I am so intolerant of it because when I started getting the grooming vibes it was a matter of ruining my life and theirs on media with an end result that means they will still be more important in the eyes of a certain crowd, so that it is never a matter of right and wrong but what is comparative convenience, hence I have always known these are idiots about whom nothing can ever be right or corrected.

I may enjoy being really awful but we all know they also claim I am really common and that is the reason they do not like me but it is always a rich statement coming from those who should have been spending all that energy serving their Royal masters rather than bullying me – so they speak of what I am supposed to be troubled about when we all know that what would settle this matter is when I put up a statement and ask them to bring around their celebrity world big boys to settle the matter and then the need to rip up my public life and reputation to make fame and fortune every single time they feel they might find it amusing will stop the way I want as well; on this occasion what I am dealing with is that when they do it  I am also really common because of what the public office is used for in the first place. I do not think that the serving of Royal masters was the issue; I mean first of all is the story of what their anger concerning the way they are treated is really all about whereas we can see it is as simple as waking up at 7.45 am to find out people cash in on your public life to make fame and fortune and tell you that you are really common and not going anywhere – so could it be that they are incredibly stupid? I mean it’s the question around matters like homosexuality which exists in our society because their need to find the most convenient way out of problems most of which they create has reached a professional degree and it only exists because it is currently the most convenient way out of the problems associated with it, so that they can tell me not to challenge them about it or I will end up with a problem I cannot solve but their insults tend to mean they need to keep their money where their mouth is, concerning the ones I can. Like when they claim that it is a celebrity world and lifestyle and that I am really common while they have no say in what the person that took their photo shoot or made their various publicities ripping up my public life to put their pictures on billboards with a product etc got up to while the rest of us are aware there is no job on this planet much less one that makes people millions of pounds at a time where the owners are free from self assessment – they do and it is these kinds of insults that will determine how it ends as well; I do not have to worry about the foolishness of their trade Unions and Politicians in anyway whatsoever like starting jobs on the first day with media publicity that says it is too much for you while they do everything possible to ensure they are not challenged or told they are wrong - they simply exist and it is up to me to decide how I want to live with that and we have only just spoken about the conveniences and where it is supposed to be seen and why they should not assume I am messing around with them.